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Beauty

On beauty
Molly Goddard
Kylie Jenner
Shampoo soap
Into town
Calendula and comfrey oil
Silver
Models
Uncertain
Preparation
Read aloud: Allerleirauh
Magnificent girls
Postcards
Make up
Gilbert & George
Photoshopped
Fire
Giacometti
Lipstick
Live boldly
Ways of seeing
Weekend
Chuck Close
Eroticism
Art from friends
Pancakes and soap
Marlene Dumas
Museum Voorlinden
Made up
Platinum
Wedding dresses
Golden shiny nails
The most beautiful dresses of all time
Beautiful girls
The most expensive jewelry in the world
La Grande Parade
Paul Cézanne
Johannes Vermeer
A new selfie
Exfoliant
Écorce Sanguine
Dark purple glittery nails
Flower nails
Today i painted my nails
New eyeshadows
An eye make up
Brushes
Foundation
Skincare: face and body
My nails
A stash of lipsticks

Books, films and TV

Espresso
The Joyous Lake > Following
Hope is the thing with feathers
Dune part 2
66. Lowdown
Duration – Enthusiasm
Zonder jou
78. Paradoxes
Modesty
Ai Weiwei – In search of humanity
44. Fame and fortune
37. Over all
21. The empty heart
Standstill > Retreat
Fellowship with Men once again
Die Unendliche Geschichte
There need to be people
In which Pooh and Piglet go hunting and nearly catch a woozle
An Oath of Dogs
Waiting (Nourishment)
The Second Coming
Intimate Strangers
81. Telling it true
17. Acting simply
Rejection
Ultimate Questions
Work on what has been spoiled – Keeping still
Noema
Youthful Folly
76. Hardness
75. Greed
70. Being obscure
43. Kuai / Break-through
7.Dim Brightness
6. What is complete
Ishmael
14. Celebrating mystery
The Princess and the Pea
1. Taoing
47. Looking far
Time passing
Guns, Germs and Steel
53. Insight
Temporary books
Dune
i’m not lonely
The Monarchy of Fear
“Hope” is the thing with feathers—
Tarkovsky
The Receptive > The Joyous Lake
New music
The books i have read
Influence > Gathering Together
Holy
Ursula K. Le Guin Quotes
Television
Reading slow
Verb
Kapitalisme, kolonisatie en cultuur
The More Loving One
Dune trailer
Innocence
Bibliotheek
Dark
Fellowship with Men
Possession in Great Measure
The Gentle
Bruno Latour
Overweging
Pages from Intimacy
Harry Potter
De Kikkerprins
The Arousing
Today’s music
Books to read
Dialogue
Peace
Giving away books
Logboek van een onbarmhartig jaar
No force
The Family
Influence
Increase
Inner Truth, again, but different
The Receptive
Conflict
Leave no trace
De kanarie in de kolenmijn
Gathering Together
The Shock Doctrine
The Hidden Connections
Corners of the mouth
Preponderance of the Small
Commons
VPRO Tegenlicht: Trollen, Trump & Thierry
Pythagoras’ Trousers: God, Physics, and the Gender Wars
Before Completion
Following and Waiting
Girls singing
International Film Festival Rotterdam
Simone de Beauvoir
Waiting
James Baldwin
Contemplation
Stranger things
Chess in the library
Ashes To Ashes
The Matrix
Read aloud: Allerleirauh
Dystopia
This is water
The Handmaid’s Tale
Saturday Kitchen
Alien
Touched By An Angel
The Philosophy Of The I Ching
I Ching
What you shall do
Wanderer
Escape to the country
Distance and precision
Paul van Ostaijen, 22 February 1896 – 18 March 1928
Lullaby
Reading
Television 2016-01-20 18.42.03 2016-01-20 19.12.30
The end of a beautiful dvd collection
David Foster Wallace
Infinite Jest: Page 3 – 31
Infinite Jest: Start Up
Infinite Jest
Fabeltje vertellen
My bookcase
Science fiction
Teen books
Read aloud: Snow White
Read aloud: Repelsteeltje

Column

The last post of the year 2022
Unhappy
A week
Raindrops
Doubt
My life for now
Shame shame shame
Work
Questions questions
Looking and thinking
Myself in this world
Kissing and having sex and more
The day after
The whole wide world
Me and the world
The End of Time
Life is messy
In love
Believe
The harvest market and walking and more
Mad as hell
More quiet now
Quiet and angry
What i really really want
Still so many things to learn
Rhythm
Tick Tock
Past days and nights
In a whirlwind
Nation State
Fame
Lament
Imagine writing
The End of America
Choose
Thinking about stuff
Schools
Today
Learning nothing
Love and pain
Walking through the rain
A short conversation
This world
Not wanting
Taking care of myself
Honesty
Laboratory
My own choice
More voting preparation
House of Representatives Elections 2021
Surrender
Contagious

Daily

Withdrawn
Prepared
Sitting Still
Tiny Tiny Tiny
Approximate
Lines
Different Poses
Summer Clothes
Sensual
Quiet So Quiet
Angry
Portrait in 15 minutes
Everybody’s gotta learn sometime
Dress
Hands and feet
Little Man
Outside Inside
Brake
Earth and Moon
Solitary
Sitting On The Edge
Standing up
Person
Alone now
Holding Head
Give up
Darkness
Angry
Crying
Self Protecting
Hands Together
Marilyn
Girl Drawn
Closed Eyes
Surprised
Sitting Still
Silent
Square
Working
Waxing Crescent Moon
Star
Curve
Sketch
Portrait
Five minute sketch
Moving
Back
Singing
Young
Cat
One Stroke
Behind
Yin and Yang
Looking Ahead
Drawing
Four Faces
Cars
Down
Upset and working
Knives
Sorry
White girl
Leaf
Still standing
Small
Within
Surrendering
Bend
Hanging
Scream
Renske Leijten
Pieter Omtzigt
Bud
Blocks
Crybaby
Audience
Sun
Queen
Wilted Flower
Angela Merkel
Little girl
Stop
Princess
Woman
Wolf
House With Garden
Flower
Mask
Trump

Do it yourself

Repairing
Mending some clothes
Calendula and comfrey oil
Homemade moisturizer
Calendula oil and salve
Less waste
Not yet zero waste
DIY: Fermenting your own sauerkraut
Homemade toothpaste and deodorant
Skincare: face and body
Homemade cleaners

Drawing and watercolour

Portrait 172
Head
Lost Stuff
Portrait 171
ONE
Portrait 170
Memories
Portrait 169
Portrait 168
Portrait 167
Portrait 166
Portrait 165
Portrait 164
Halfway
Flower Woman
Portrait 163
Sex
Looking
Girl
Drawing drawing
Nude
Communal drawing
The World 2020
Portrait 162
A portrait, sort of
Standing
My stuff
The Making of My Dreams
My Dreams
Portrait 161
Portrait 160
Portrait 159
Portrait 158
Portrait 157
Portrait 156
Portrait 155
Portrait 154
Portrait 153
Portrait 152
Portrait 151
Portrait 150
Portrait 149
Portrait 148
Portrait 147
Portrait 146
Portrait 145
Portrait 144
Portrait 143
Portrait 142
Portrait 141
Portrait 140
Portrait 139
Portrait 138
Portrait 137
Portrait 136
Portrait 135
Portrait 134
Portrait 133
Portrait 132
Portrait 131
Portrait 130
Portrait 129
Portrait 128
Portrait 127
Portrait 126
Portrait 125
Portrait 124
Portrait 123
Portrait 122
Portrait 121
Portrait 120
Portrait 119
Portrait 118
Portrait 117
Portrait 116
Portrait 115
Portrait 114
Portrait 113
Portrait 112
Portrait 111
Portrait 110
Portrait 109
Portrait 108
Portrait 107
Portrait 106
Portrait 105
Portrait 104
Portrait 103
Portrait 102
Portrait 101
Portrait 100
Portrait 99
Portrait 98
Portrait 97
Portrait 96
Portrait 95
Portrait 94
Portrait 93
Portrait 92
Portrait 91
Portrait 90
Portrait 89
Portrait 88
Portrait 87
Portrait 85 and 86
Portrait 83 and 84
Portrait 82
Portrait 81
Portrait 80
Portrait 78 and 79
Portrait 76 and 77
Portrait 75
Portrait 74
Portrait 73
Portrait 72
Portrait 70 and 71
Portrait 68 and 69
Portrait 65, 66 and 67
Portrait 64
Portrait 62 and 63
Portrait 61
Portrait 60
Portrait 59
Portrait 54, 55, 56, 57 and 58
Portrait 51, 52 and 53
Portrait 47, 48, 49 and 50
Draw
Draw
A portrait
Watercolouring
Points 13
Sketch
Points
Dots
Still face
More points
Points
Portret
Draw
Portraits
Face
Blank
No title
Looking at you
Portraits
Portraits
Children’s drawings
Early spring
Portraits
Coltsfoot
Cup
A face
Portraits
Burnt Sienna
Watching
Drawing
Apple
More her
Looking straight ahead
My first drawings on the iPad
My first watercolour in the garden
Watercolour
Untitled 3
Untitled 2
Untitled 1
Colours
Scared
Drawings for presents
Sketches
Drawings
Self portraits

Ellen's vlog

Merry
Vlog #3 The shops
Vlog #2 The garden
Vlog #1 Bridges
Ellen’s Vlog – Introduction

Food

Keto vegetable soup
Celeriac Fries
Low carb bounties
Keto minestrone
Ketogenic diet
Fail
Keto Christmas inspiration
Vegan sushi bowl
Coq au vin
Some links to recipes and a couple of thoughts
The Out With A Bang Dinner Party Photos
Menu
Dutch Appeltaart
Keto courgette cake
Keto chocolate chip almond flour cookies
Rhubarb almond cake
Wild garlic soup
Cheddar Cheese Crackers
Linseed crackers
Quince cake
Green tomato chutney
Membrillo
Appeltaart
Courgette Brownies
Dumpster diving
Italian applecake
Low carb
Gevuld speculaas
Parsnip cake
Christmas shopping
Spinach quiche
Groceries
Wednesday 4 October 2017
Pumpkin cake
Garden work and homemade soup
Summer borshch
Saturday Kitchen
My birthday’s vegan carrot cake
Leek and potato soup
A gardening meeting and a celeriac apple salad
Hutspot
Chocolate milk
Pancakes and soap
Courgette cake
Raw pickled beetroot
Strawberry rhubarb milk
Pizza
Not in love
Ratatouille
Hummus and pita bread
Carrot cake
Gado gado
DIY: Fermenting your own sauerkraut
Soda bread
A work day
Homemade Chicken Soup
Steak and chips
Erwtensoep, or Split Pea Soup
Bread
Vanilla Ice Cream and Salty Caramel Sauce
Mayonnaise
Miso soup
French Onion Soup
Sauerkraut and potato mash with bacon and smoked sausage
Chocolate chip cookies
Preserved peppers
Joy of Baking
New haring
Laksa and more
How to cook perfect food
A normal day
White asparagus and potatoes with hollandaise sauce
Shop: Wijnkoperij Platenburg
Paella
Beet feta salad
Rhubarb crumble
Market stall: De Meiden – Groenten en Fruit
Meatballs and mash
Soup with vegetables and pancetta

Friends

Talks
Celebration
Friends from the garden

Gardening

Walking in the Arboretum Trompenburg
Springtime in April
Early Springtime
Topinambour
The Essenburg garden in June
A summer’s day on the Peace Garden
Wood chips
Harvest Fest
Impromptu pot luck
The Voedseltuin
Compost
Working in the garden again
Back to the garden
Spring garden
Almond blossom
Flowers starting to bloom
Walking in the freeze cold
Grumpy
Sunshine in November
Communal gardens
Woodchipping in the garden
The day before
The garden in October
Autumn in the garden
Wasp
The garden – September 2020
Pot Luck August 2020
Photos made in the garden
Lunchbreak
Lovely pictures from the garden
Summer gardening
A gorgeous garden
Summertime
In the garden today
Early in the garden
Veggies and flowers
A small harvest
Lazy lazy
Poppy
Banquet
Euphorbia lathyris
May
The garden from afar
Welcome to the world
Planting
A hard day’s work
Stay safe
Gardening and talking and hard work!
Gardening again
No gardening for a while
Beehives
A quiet Sunday
Clearing up the cupboard
Skyhigh
Stormy weather
Woodchips
Wild garlic
Very early spring
Dormant
Early beginnings
Vredestuin Noord
Zoom
The wall
Fall
Rainbow and sunshine
Standing in the garden
Shade
20 October 2019
Autumn rain
Oogstfeest Wilgenplantsoen 2019
Planting and seeding
A happy afternoon in the garden
A sunny rainy day
Oogstfeest 2019
Planting onions
Sky and trees
Manure
Drizzle
A lovely afternoon at the garden
Pot Luck August 2019
Flowers and harvest
Halfway summer
Gardening
Working hard in the garden
Weeds
Berries and artichokes
Sunflower
Flowers and more on the Vredestuin Noord
Harvest and flowers
Peace Garden and watching the clouds passing by
Elderflower picking
Peace Garden North
Pot Luck May 2019
Ermine moths
Drying rack
Another normal day
In the garden
Pot luck April 2019
Another walk to the garden
Walking from home to the garden
Wild garlic soup
Springtime
Banners
Glorious weather
Bright and early spring
Early signs of spring
Planting flower bulbs
Cold cold cold
Pot Luck 25 November 2018
A sunny day
Aloe Vera
Pot Luck October 2018
Calendula oil and salve
In the garden
Working in the garden
Rubbish
Another day
Walking in the garden
Harvest
In the garden
Flowering
Summer in the garden
In the garden
Opening
Thistles
Yellow
A good day in the Peace Garden
Working in the garden
Hard working
A warm day
A glorious day
More flowers
Quince blossom
A birthday party
Seeding and planting trees on Park Pompenburg
Preparing for seed day
Early spring
On my way to the garden
Park Pompenburg
Flowering
Springtime
Coltsfoot
Blossom
Vreeken
Potluck
Freezing in the garden
Spring time
Almost spring
In the garden
Cold
My first watercolour in the garden
Pruning in the garden
Drawing in the garden
A cold winter’s day
Snow
Talks
Drizzle
Market
Sunday 5 November 2017
A good day in the garden
Autumn
Campfire in the garden
Green Rotterdam
Late summer
A good Sunday
A wonderful day in the garden
A hostess
Tuin op de Hofbogen
Herbs
Educatieve tuin de Enk
Courgettes, beetroot and carrots
A tranquil Sunday
A talk in the garden
Gardening and the first courgette cake of the year!
A warm Sunday
Friends from the garden
The garden
The sea
Station Hofplein
A champion’s day
A crowded Sunday
A gardening Sunday
Seedlings
Sunday in the garden
A full day in the garden
A walk along the Essenburgsingel
A lovely garden day
A rather normal day of working in the garden
Down
Fire
Seeding
A sunny Sunday’s walk
Spring buds
Rain
Crocuses
Sunday afternoon
In the garden
A walk in the cold
A chat
A jumble of a day
A gardening meeting and a celeriac apple salad
Gardening in education
Storm
A grey Sunday
Rosemary
In the rain
Sunroot
A walk in Dordrecht
Harvest
A walk in Rotterdam: Feijenoord
A walk in Rotterdam: the Oude Noorden and Blijdorp
Rain
A walk in Rotterdam: the Old North
Spiders
A walk in Rotterdam: from Marconiplein to Dijkzigt
Shadow Play
A walk in Rotterdam: the Essenburgsingel
Summer
Flower
Early harvest
Flowers
The garden, some shopping, some planning and tv
Insects
Weeds
Growing growing growing
Whitsunday
A beautiful Sunday
Liberation Day
De Vredestuin

General

So sorry
On the bus
Back to work
Some free weeks
Sunday 23 July 2023
Marathon
Feeling happier
Cleaning, showering, hair washing and mending clothes
Ideas for new work
Quiet time
Looking out the train
What is next?
Air
Thinking about what to do here
A small thought
Preponderance of the Small
Life moves on
Motionless
A quick selfie
One way or another
The great refusal
Following > Treading
On the other side
A short break once again
A short post
Spinner
Today is dinner and movietime!
Curtains
Springtime in the Kralingse Bos
Trees in spring
Awful annihilating disastrous calamitous damning destructive fatal ruinous
March Equinox 2022
Back to flash
Money is a myth
White
Myself
Get free out of jail
Sunshine in the hallway
How i work
Things on my mind
Todays things to remember
Travel
Standstill – Innocence
Walking in the rain
Inner change is a lonely victory
Square and a bit more
Outside
At home
Better
Staying at home
This past week
The whole day
My temporary house
Ellen
Moving in
Before the move
Thinking
The Caldron
Harvest Moon
I sang
After sex
Monday 23 August 2021
A walk
New pages
Summer holiday
Warm
First vaccination
Houses
Not knowing
A walk to the library
Keeping quiet
A bit messy
Still searching
Searching
Sort of ok
Walking back
Supermoon
Monday 26 April 2021
Past
A nothing day
The bus
Ambivalent
Paying my own way
Kissing
Calm
Voted
A drizzle of rain
An ordinary Monday
My own worst enemy
Clean clothes
Favorite photos sofar
Perseverance
Walking in the cold
Wait and act
Moving
Walking to my new room
Moving once again
A talk
After the move
Conflict once more
Stamping on the leaves
Pouring rain
Hope
A perfect day
Decay, reversed this time
Overnight thinking
View from my bed, where i usually sit and read or watch youtube or game
Simple thoughts
Photo on 16-09-2020 at 19.48 and at 19:50
Out of home
On the roof, another one this time
On my mind – September 2020
My current view – September 2020
Moving
Enthusiasm
Getting a bit less warm
A walk and the market and the garden
The sky
A holiday
My current view
Getting better
A quiet Sunday
Unsure
Zonsondergang
A busy Sunday
What to say?
Through the mirror
Exhausted
Masked
What to do
A quick one
Sunday 10 May 2020
The pharmacy
Forget me not
It is well to remain below
A lazy day
To the dentist and a bit of shopping
Goslings
Robin and Django
No question asked
1 March 2020
Unsure
Coffee in the cafe
A cleaning up day
Tarot
Mending
Almost forgotten
Some thoughts
Too many things
My almost empty house
Knocked out
Too many things
A head full
A mess
Getting stuff in my house
Aah forgotten!
Flowers in December
Your new life is going to cost you your old one
About yesterday’s post
Decay
A walk outside
Preparation
Smile
Destiny
Skin hair and teeth care
My old computers, printers, television and Wii
Silently happy
Close
Bonbon
In the car
Increase
Rotterdam Central Station
Nothing
Opposition
Coming home
Getting back for a bit
Muis
A silent day
The Army
The end of a trying week
Getting back together
A bit off
Hair
Miniature library
Plans for the future
No force
Climate March
Climate March 10 March
Happy Birthday!
Forgotten
Plans for tomorrow
Wishing
Happy New Year
Nourishment
Wednesday 19 December 2018
The quiet
Nervous
Nearly full moon
On the bus
Reading
Sitting room
Thinking
Treading
A pleasant day
Rain
Filming
A memory
A break
Clinging
Singing
Receipts
Forgotten
Serious
A bit better
Circle gradient
Circle
Bedroomlight
Nauseous
Thursday 19 July 2018
Singing songs
Wooing
Start
A few more days
Working
Enjoy
Taxes
Sandals
Wiped out
Nothing much
Wednesday
Thoughts
Stil
Rest
Waiting waiting
Sick
A short talk
54
All day
Photographing
Silence
Now again
A random post
New photos
Panasonic Lumix DMC-GX80
Traveling
Following
Wintertime
Wednesday 25 October 2017
Working day
Inner Truth
Broken
Poor
A busy Monday
Progress
Cramps
A short holiday
Cleaning
Kiss
A day for myself
Holding Together
Icecream and music
Sunshine
Still a bit too tired
Lieve Muis
In between
A quiet in between day
Inward
A lovely Wednesday
Vote
Things to do
A good day
Groceries
Tuesday
New things
Having a cold
Work work work
tick….. tick….. tick…..
Pancakes and soap
Feather
A sorry post
A short break
A day off
Holiday
A working day
Cloud
About Ads
Work for another day
The post after food
Not sure, i think
A warm Tuesday
A new balcony railing
Trust
Whitsunday
A beautiful Sunday
An average day
Monday, 25 April 2016
A happy day again
Rereading
Asleep
A work day
Peaceful
A quiet day
Not a sick day, but an off key one, ooh man
A slightly sick day
Placeholder
An in between day
The Compensation
Star Wars: The Force Awakens
The best of 2015
Raiders of the Lost Ark
Xmas
The final bit of 2015
Watching tv
A lovely day
A meeting, bread, eggs, butter and some time to unwind.
Infinite Jest
Thinking
An ordinary day
A lazy day
Next
Saving the world
Making a selfie
To Leusden
Today
The market
Quiet and loud
A day of work
A walk along the beach
Day
Update
A Tuesday in Rotterdam
Time out
Sleepy
Lazy
Maintenance and an animation
A day’s break
Tired
Björk
Mieke and Muis
A nothing post
A happy day
Frozen
A free day
A normal day
Resting
A beautiful day
A tired day
Deacon Blues
Matthäus-Passion
Busy busy busy
Home
The post after sex
A busy week
A lazy sunday

Internet

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Labyrinth
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My work

London

Scritti Politti – Roundhouse, London – 5 February 2016
London
A trip to London

My story

Post
No way out
Lost
Plenty
The week before
Nearing the end
Birthday present
Work in progress
Endless time
Selfportrait
Worried
In the basement and feeling happy!
Eighth of February 1986
Answers answers
Moving again
Crunch time
So happy
Physical
The future i can not see
Towards the end
What do i do?
The future
The Academy
My life looking back
Friendship
My choices
My weekly schedule
Abortion and other things
Out of my mind
Dancing
What i do not want
A week of reflection
What is coming next?
Grow up
Dreams and wishes
Fight!
Calling
The Past
Shame
Lying awake
Erotic
Adult
A view from afar
Slow
Looking back on 2020
Sense of Wonder
Outsider
Determination
Patience
Stubborn
Walking and thinking
City Nomad
Older
Making mistakes
Open up
Which way
Growing up slowly
Delusion
A difficult life
Lovely
Quiet work
A path of many windings
A month
My final day in the house
A decision
Oh oh
Moving once more
Doubts
Obstruction
Death
Plan A
My sleep
Not a donor
Strange
Not sure what to say
Dreaming
Reading
Peace of mind
Love love love
Empty spots
The accident
Storage
Dag lief huisje mijn
Packing
Out With A Bang Dinner Party
The price
Strong enough
Temptation
Mixed and opposite
A good day in the garden and a lovely pot luck!
Choices
Failures
A bit down
Happiness
16
Left and right
Vanity
Masturbation
The psychiatrist
Intimacy
About ellenpronk.com
Scared shitless
Contraception
Thinking out loud
Falling out of love
Once more
1978
A little something
Yes or no?
Desire
Hey there
My short film
A house with a garden
Sunshine in my room
Rambling
No idea
Random thoughts
Zelf
Living
Failure
Growing up
Mama
Mistakes
Selling my house
My story
Looking back on 2017
Dreamworld
The beginning
The end
Soon
Now
Wednesday 4 October 2017
Tuesday 3 October 2017
Monday 2 October 2017
The best photos up until now
Talking
Time
A request
Silent
The story of my life
Honest
A walk early in the morning
A talk in the garden
This is art
My life
The truth
A warm Sunday
Why?
About
A simple day in my house
The Taming Power of the Great
An empty life
Meditation
I want
Standstill
A possible future
Chess
Falling
Gilbert & George
Questions
The Hit Factory
Mieke
Eight years of silence, again
Full of ideas
My birthday’s vegan carrot cake
Getting there
Me
The Army
Thursday
The little things
Doing small things
Family
After Completion
Deliverance
Giacometti
Live boldly
On the other hand
True Love
Off the cliff
My bag
Presence
Life is wonderful
Amazement
The man of my dreams, part 2
The man of my dreams
Abundance
Keeping still
Thursday 17 November 2016
Retreat
Art from friends
Fire
Splitting Apart
A full day
My future
A day in the life of Ellen
Waste
Scritti Politti
Steely Dan
A post not made
A walk
Talking Heads
Pet Shop Boys
Work on what has been spoiled
A present
Insane
Photo album
Ellen, Architect of Change
Grace
My 7″ singles
Alone
Perfection
Moon River
The Joyous
My life, edited
Monday
Not in love
Solitude
My dream life
School reports
Falling in love
Art
My day
La Grande Parade
A diary day
A day with my mum
Congratulations!
Scritti Politti – Roundhouse, London – 5 February 2016
My ten favourite 2015 posts
Revolution
A present
London
Two thousand fifteen
Daydreaming
Please
My red dress
Terribly happy
A walk through the Kralingse Bos
Me
Dreams
The truest artist is the most feigning
Old drawings
My bookcase
What next?
A slightly longer musical history 2005 – 2015
More contactsheets
Sexposition
Old works and photos
Science fiction
Self portraits
Contactsheets
Teen books
My last diary page
Cupid & Psyche 85
Love
Memories
My diaries 1973 – 1987
My father
School diaries
A woman
The world and the people
Thinking
My futures
Sex
My work
My birthday!
My eight favourite album covers
Eight years of silence

Presents

confidence
Elderflowers
Ellen is dancing
Present 04
Present 03
Present 02
Present 01
Animate
Show me love
Present
Self portrait – September 2020
Be Reasonable Demand The Impossible
Onesie
One moment
Shine
A gift
Dancewalking
Photo Booth
Sshhh…
Ik
Drawings for presents
Sketches
Single
Do i want a treasure back from you tomorrow?
Imagination
Drawing
Portrait
Looks
More women
Women
Simple drawings
I
Absolute
Game
Match
Sweet
Still
Wait
Shadow
Not sure
A minute
Map
Development
Free Your Mind
Reflection
Polar
Control
Selfportraits
Magic
Happy
Tomorrow
Shadow Play
After dancing
Train
List
Black and white
Simple geometric shapes
Bowl and jug
Gradient, drawn with polar coordinates
Gradient
Plant with window sill
Blurry maze
Couleur
Quick drawing
Map
Rainbow
Quiet, again
square circle
Sheet
Border back forward center quiet
Selfportrait
Storm
FUCK
face
Stern
Four stages
Hi
The finger
Nights of passion
sleep
Rectangles
Centre
Horizontal and vertical
Draw
i <3 you
Pump it up
Animation
Ready
Tick
Dance dance dance
Circles
Watch
Bright
Quiet
Noise
Walking the tightrope

Rotterdam

Dogs and children
Walking home from the Heemraadsplein
Spring flowers
The final day of March
The garden on an early spring day
Some photos
Early early spring
Blue sky
Walking through the Kralingse Bos in the rain
A two week holiday
De Heemtuin
A walk in the Kralingse Bos
A walk into town
Arboretum
Highway
Rotterdam Rooftop Walk
The garden at the back
Before the Pot Luck
Lovely springtime
A spring walk through the Kralingse Bos
A talk between friends on the market
An early spring walk
A city walk
A walk through the Essenburgpark
A walk into town and to the docter’s assistant
Depot
A walk through the Park
Strolling through the Kralingse Bos
Vierambachtstraat
Walking through the Essenburgpark
Walking along
A walk around the house
Swimming
VTV De Zandweg
Walking through the park
Along de Schie
Spaanse Bocht
A summer’s day
A walk through the Essenburgpark
A walk through two parks
New room design
A springtime walk through the Kralingse Bos
A walk on Easter Sunday
Lente
Moving back
Early spring flowers
A spring day
Entrance
Snowwalk
Snow ahead
Back
Walking in the freeze cold
A walk
A short walk
A walk through the park
A new room
Another round
Walking through the city
Walking in the Vroesenpark
Walking through the Kralingse Bos
Ordinary photos
Tree in fall
Mushrooms in the forest
A view from my room
Difficult
Little birdies
A walk, something to eat and a good talk
A walk around
On a bike around the Reeuwijkse Plassen
Many questions
A spring walk in the Kralingse Bos
Eastern
Walking around the Kralingse Bos
Two walks
Views on the Netherlands
A quiet city
A spring walk
Kinderdijk
Mushrooms
Sparrows in the city
In the Kralingse Bos
Two places
A city walk
Rotterdam
No photos today
Young families
A walk around the Kralingse Plas
Another walk to the garden
A walk through the centre and the gardens
Commerce
The dark
A sunny day
Starling cloud
Way back
Between my house and the garden
The city
Elderflower
City sounds
Children’s drawings
On my way to the garden
Walking to the Marqt
A walk in Rotterdam: photographing in the Kralingse Bos
Around the Central Station
Walking
A new year’s walk
Campfire in the garden
Green Rotterdam
Late summer
Walking back home
A walk early in the morning
Lijnbaan
Ascension Day
Between Utrecht and Gouda
A walk along the Essenburgsingel
A sunny Sunday’s walk
An early spring walk
A quiet walk
A walk over the bridges
A walk in the cold
A walk through the center
The weather
De Bijenkorf
The city
Winter in Rotterdam
Gardening in education
Rotterdam: current affairs
A walk in Rotterdam
The center
Tree
Waste
A walk in Dordrecht
A walk
A walk in Rotterdam: Feijenoord
A walk in Rotterdam: the Oude Noorden and Blijdorp
A walk in Rotterdam: the Old North
A walk in Rotterdam: from Marconiplein to Dijkzigt
Shadow Play
A walk in Rotterdam: the Essenburgsingel
Summer
On the roof
Koopgoot
Spring
View
Looking out
Rotterdam CS
A walk in Rotterdam: the Park and along the Nieuwe Maas
A walk in Rotterdam: around the Plas
A walk to the Markthal
Museum Boijmans
A walk in Rotterdam: the Park
A walk in Rotterdam: the Kralingse Bos
A Sunday walk
Rotterdam – Around the house
A walk in Rotterdam: the Kralingse Plas
Coffee break
A walk in Rotterdam: Trompenburg Arboretum
A walk from Hoek van Holland to Kijkduin
A walk in Rotterdam: around the Rottemeren
A walk in Rotterdam: through the centre
A walk in Rotterdam: Rotterdam-West
A walk in Rotterdam: Heijplaat
Rotterdamse Oogst Markt
A walk from Amersfoort to Leusden
A walk in Rotterdam: the Kralingse Bos
A walk in Rotterdam: the Rottemeren
A walk in Rotterdam: around the Kralingse Plas
Shop: Wijnkoperij Platenburg
A walk from Scheveningen to Hoek van Holland
A walk from Rotterdam to Delft
A walk in Vlaardingen
A walk in Rotterdam: Eiland van Brienenoord
A walk in Rotterdam: Van Brienenoordbrug
A walk in Rotterdam: around North
A walk in Rotterdam: around the centre
Market stall: De Meiden – Groenten en Fruit
A walk in Rotterdam: the Euromast
A walk in Rotterdam: Noordereiland

Songs

Repeat I’m Not In Love
I Am the Walrus
Strawberry Fields Forever
Mad World
Nothing Rhymed
Singing alone
Your Song
Once more The “Sweetest Girl”
Abbey Road
First reaction: Bohemian Rhapsody
Heart of Gold
Imagine
Reasons
Holiday
Mijn vlakke land
Dreams
It’s Only Natural
Sweet Dreams
The “Sweetest Girl”
Human Nature
God Only Knows
You’re so vain
Hotel California
Bagagedrager
Somebody to love
Robin Hood
Fire In The Hole
Once In a Lifetime
Left To My Own Devices
No Scrubs
Saving All My Love For You
Going Through the Motions
Honey Honey
Doctor Wu
Oh Lori
It’s Going To Take Some Time This Time
Under Pressure
I’m Not In Love
Laat Me Niet Alleen
I Would Stay
Let’s Wait Awhile
Raindrops Keep Falling On My Head
Hello Goodbye
Willin’
My Favourite Things
The Word Girl
Close to You
Glory Box
Three girl rhumba
Rapture
Sunken Love
Until You Come Back To Me
Keep On Movin’
Call Me Maybe
Everybody Wants to Rule the World
Space Oddity
Searching for Mr Right
The Greatest Love of All
Especially for you
I don’t know how to love him
Never gonna give you up
Deacon Blues
Lions after slumber
Plain Sailing
It’s a fine day
Psycho Killer
That’s Entertainment
Being boring
Top of the world
Sometimes
Killing me softly
Let it go

Video clip

A verse for nothing
Walking walking walking
Time Lapse
Human once more
Bloc Party: The Answer
Looking back on Oct 29, 2015
My House Rewatched
The Making of My Dreams
Music in the city
Human
Spring
The end
Somebody to love
The other side: looking back
Pause
Saving All My Love For You
The Peace Garden
Video clips
Ads
The stairs
Life
Video: Searching for mr Right
My video clips
Selfie
Rotterdam – The People
Rotterdam – Bridges and buildings
The Beach
My house
Rotterdam – The Kralingse Bos
Rotterdam – Around the house

World

This is water. This is water.
Time and again
The Physics and Philosophy of Time
What is present
Mad as hell
Wu wei
Omicron
Just one bad thing going on in the world
George Monbiot – “I love not man the less, but Nature more.”
Under the spell of technology
Curfew
Inaugeration
Pandemic
Complicated
Crowns
Mark Rutte
The Now
Incredibly beautiful and terribly ugly
Alone in a crowd
A rose is a rose is a rose
So many voices
Necropolitics
Distance
Corona
LoveSick: The Question of Love
Less less less
Isolation
Everyone is alone
Greta Thunberg
Decisions
The sun
Losing Earth
Blood Moon
Modernity
The Rijksmuseum in Amsterdam
Happy new year!
Talks
Dreamworld
The end
Grond
Now
Wealth
Living
Language
Dark Enlightenment
The Uninhabitable Earth
Timothy Morton
The truth
Solstice
Royal family
Elon Musk
Supercouple
A completed life
The Value of Science
Action
Dutch elections
Life is wonderful
The world of finance
The paper
A grey Sunday
WAR!
Save The World
Walk
Food
Work
The worth of the world
Prince, 7 June 1958 – 21 April 2016
Staatsieportretten
The referendum
Mixed thoughts
My world map, phase 8
David Bowie, 8 January 1947 – 10 January 2016
The world is terrible
Money
Rudolf George Escher 1912 – 1980
My world map, phase 7
My world map, phase 6
My world map, phase 5
My world map, phase 4
My world map, phase 3
My world map, phase 2
My world map
Hello world!