Stubborn

I am stubborn.

I feel stuck in my life.

I don’t need to feel that. I know that. But still, i do.

I try to do my work with pleasure. Sometimes i do, sometimes i do not. It is difficult for me.

I picked this work, house cleaning for people with an indication from the municipality, because it was simple. I work at people’s homes. I have colleagues, but i don’t see them. Once i went to a staff evening. It was nice, sort of, but not too enticing.

I do feel lost in this world, in my life. I still live with a friend. I don’t have a place of my own. I sold it.

I actually sold it.

My life is difficult. I don’t see a way out. I feel it sometimes, but it’s so small. Tiny.

I don’t know what to do.

I feel lost.