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Lunch in Donner, the bookstore on the Coolsingel. I read two newspapers, the Trouw and the NRC. My coffee is just served, together with a piece of cheesecake with a strawberry jam at the top.

Walking into town, just an hour ago, i thought about writing this piece. I also thought about the videoclip i am still working on. Maybe using some old footage? Will i have it ready at December 23? How will my life look like next year? Will i still be working?

I don’t know. I do not know.

I got a bit of time left.

I do know, next year, my life will be different.

Published on December 2, 2024 at 6:00 by
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Espresso

Now he’s thinkin’ ’bout me every night, oh
Is it that sweet? I guess so
Say you can’t sleep, baby, I know
That’s that me espresso
Move it up, down, left, right, oh
Switch it up like Nintendo
Say you can’t sleep, baby, I know
That’s that me espresso

I can’t relate to desperation
My give-a-fucks are on vacation
And I got this one boy and he won’t stop calling
When they act this way, I know I got ’em

(Mm) Too bad your ex don’t do it for ya
(Mm) Walked in and dream-came-trued it for ya
(Mm) Soft skin and I perfumed it for ya
(Yes) I know I Mountain Dew it for ya
(Yes) That morning coffee, brewed it for ya
(Yes) One touch and I brand-newed it for ya (Ooh)

And now he’s thinkin’ ’bout me every night, oh
Is it that sweet? I guess so
Say you can’t sleep, baby, I know
That’s that me espresso
Move it up, down, left, right, oh
Switch it up like Nintendo
Say you can’t sleep, baby, I know
That’s that me espresso
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Get tickets as low as $107

Holy shit
Is it that sweet? I guess so (Mm)

I’m working late ’cause I’m a singer
Oh, he looks so cute wrapped ’round my finger
My twisted humor make him laugh so often
My honeybee, come and get this pollen

(Mm) Too bad your ex don’t do it for ya
(Mm) Walked in and dream-came-trued it for ya
(Mm) Soft skin and I perfumed it for ya (Ayy, ayy, oh)
(Yes) I know I Mountain Dew it for ya
(Yes) That morning coffee, brewed it for ya
(Yes) One touch and I brand-newed it for ya (Stupid)

Now he’s thinkin’ ’bout me every night, oh
Is it that sweet? I guess so
Say you can’t sleep, baby, I know
That’s that me espresso
Move it up, down, left, right, oh
Switch it up like Nintendo
Say you can’t sleep, baby, I know
That’s that me espresso (Yes)
Thinkin’ ’bout me every night, oh
Is it that sweet? I guess so (Yes)
Say you can’t sleep, baby, I know
That’s that me espresso (Yes)
Move it up, down, left, right, oh (Move it up, down, left, right, oh)
Switch it up like Nintendo (Yes)
Say you can’t sleep, baby, I know
That’s that me espresso

Is it that sweet? I guess so
Mm, that’s that me espresso

Published on November 11, 2024 at 6:00 by
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No way out

I am working on a video, with a self sung number filmed in the garden. I love the idea. But work goes so slow.

And my life continues. I don’t know which way to go, i don’t know what to do. I feel stuck. I only have this idea for this clip. That is all.

My life simply goes on and on and on.

I don’t feel terribly sad. I don’t cry that much. I hardly talk about how i feel. Apart from this place, this website; this place in which i feel freedom.

So small and so important. To me.

Published on October 14, 2024 at 6:00 by
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