No way out

I am working on a video, with a self sung number filmed in the garden. I love the idea. But work goes so slow.

And my life continues. I don’t know which way to go, i don’t know what to do. I feel stuck. I only have this idea for this clip. That is all.

My life simply goes on and on and on.

I don’t feel terribly sad. I don’t cry that much. I hardly talk about how i feel. Apart from this place, this website; this place in which i feel freedom.

So small and so important. To me.

Published on October 14, 2024 at 6:00 by

Lost

Confused
Doubting
Insecure
Troubled
Sitting still
Screaming inside
Outward quiet
Trembling
Nervousness
Keeping my hands before my eyes

Keeping still, hunched up against a wall, trying to hide

Lost

Lost

Lost

I felt this knawing ache inside me the whole day. It is better now. It is something i gotta go through. I can not leave it behind. So please do not worry, i’m fine, in the end.
Published on August 12, 2024 at 6:00 by