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What update should I make today?

A question i asked chatgpt today.

Question
I update my website ellenpronk.com one time a week. What update should I make today?

Response 1
I looked at what you’ve published recently and at the much larger arc of your archive. You’ve been posting once a week, with the latest three posts moving through the natural world → music → reading.

For today, Sunday 27 September 2026, I’d make something more personal and visual:
“What I see right now”

Not an essay. A small collection of 5–10 photographs from this week, preferably things you noticed rather than things that are conventionally beautiful.

For example:

* something growing
* something old or worn
* a person or animal, if appropriate
* a detail in your home
* something you saw on a walk
* one photograph that you almost didn’t take
* one thing that made you stop
* perhaps a self-portrait

Then write only a few sentences about what these things mean to you.

That would fit your site particularly well because your archive has a very strong tradition of walking, Rotterdam, drawing, photography, daily observations and personal reflection.

And there’s a nice contrast with last week’s “Where did all the insects go?”: instead of looking at the disappearance of something in the world, today’s post could simply ask, “What is actually here?”

A possible opening: What I see right now

I thought I would show you some things I saw this week.
Nothing particularly important. Just things that caught my eye.
A few colours. A plant. Something on the street. Something at home. A face. A shadow.
Sometimes I think these little things are what my website is really about.
Looking.

One other idea I particularly like for you: go back through your own archive and pick one old post you had completely forgotten about. Re-read it today and write a new post beside it: “Reading myself from 10 years ago.” Your archive is enormous, and that could produce something genuinely unexpected rather than requiring you to invent a new subject.

If you want, I can also  look through your last 20–30 posts and your older archive and come up with 5 very specific post ideas for today, each based on something you have already written or photographed.

Response 2

I looked at the site first. One thing that stands out is that your website has always worked best when the update is personal, visual, and connected to what you are actually doing, rather than feeling like you need to manufacture a “topic.” Your archive has a lot of walks, Rotterdam, daily observations, art, books, and reflections.

My suggestion for today: “What I see on my Sunday walk”
Since today is Sunday, I’d make a small, very present-tense post:

* Go for a walk, even if it is a familiar route.
* Take 5–10 photographs of things that catch your attention.
* Don’t try to make the walk spectacular. Photograph something ordinary: a tree, a window, people, flowers, pavement, reflections, a building, something in the sky.
* Write 300–500 words about what you noticed and what was going through your mind.
* Give it a simple title, perhaps “Sunday walk”, “Things I saw today”, or something more specific that emerges from the walk.

The important part: don’t turn it into a “photo essay” or an article. Let it be an update from your life. That’s very much in keeping with the character you’ve established for ellenpronk.com.

Your older writing makes this especially fitting: you have repeatedly used walking as a way of looking, thinking and making photographs, and your more recent archive still contains many Rotterdam walks.

If you want something a little more substantial, I’d make the theme:

“What has changed in my life since I started this website?”
That could be particularly interesting because the site’s original About text describes ellenpronk.com as a place where you document your life, work, walks, garden, photographs, songs and thoughts.

But today, I’d choose the walk. It gets you outside, gives you something real to photograph, and gives the website a little piece of today rather than another retrospective.

If you tell me what you’re doing today / where you might go, I can give you a much more specific post idea and title.

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So that’s what i did! I walked to the Albert Heijn and made some photos along the way. Very enjoyable.

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Published on September 28, 2026 at 6:00 by

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Published on February 20, 2023 at 6:00 by

Renaissance

I haven’t actually heard the entire new Beyonce album Renaissance. I do hear many well known samples in the music. Not sure what i think of it. Hoping i will listen to it over the week.

I’m full of doubts. Hesitations. I can live my life quietly. But i’m pretty sure i don’t want this. So i need to stand up and tell my story in an eloquent way.

Published on August 15, 2022 at 6:00 by

Ideology

This weekend the following youtube video was published: ‘Ideologie houdt ons gelukkig. Een gesprek met Marian Donner (Ideology keeps us happy. A talk with Marian Donner). Her new book De Grote Weigering (The Big Refusal) was the main focus of this talk. This book is for a large part based on the book One-Dimensional Man published by Herbert Marcuse in 1964. In this book he argues the following:

He argues that “advanced industrial society” created false needs, which integrated individuals into the existing system of production and consumption via mass media, advertising, industrial management, and contemporary modes of thought.

This results in a “one-dimensional” universe of thought and behavior, in which aptitude and ability for critical thought and oppositional behavior wither away. Against this prevailing climate, Marcuse promotes the “great refusal” (described at length in the book) as the only adequate opposition to all-encompassing methods of control. Much of the book is a defense of “negative thinking” as a disrupting force against the prevailing positivism.

It is very hard to realize this one-dimensionality. Most people see themselves are ordinary, ‘normal’, simply living their lives as they see fit. Picking their shopping each week, picking their apps and living with them, getting children or not, picking a partner, or a partner for a couple of years. Most people see themselves as an individual, with its own specific wishes and desires and wants and needs.

But of course most people are shaped through the same industrial society with its mass media, advertising, industrial management and contemporary modes of thought. Most people are extremely alike.

Published on May 17, 2022 at 6:00 by

WAR

Added Monday February 28 2022

Added Sunday February 27 2022

Published on February 28, 2022 at 6:00 by

The Physics and Philosophy of Time

An interesting reading about the nature of time. He dismantles time taking apart four different aspects of time:

  1. Time is different in different areas of the universe, depending on the gravity experienced in that specific place.
  2. Now is a moment only experienced in small space in the universe. When we look at an event on Jupiter, we can only see it on this earth two hours after it has happened.
  3. Entropy always grows towards the future.
  4. Order is in the eye of the observer.

While i was looking into this video, i discovered Carlo Rovelli, the speaker, wrote a book The Order of Time published in 2018. I haven’t ordered it, but i might. I will look into this for a day or so longer.

Published on February 10, 2022 at 6:00 by

The New World

I don’t watch every single youtube video from The New World (De Nieuwe Wereld). This one i really liked. Enjoy 🙂

“We do not have the soul anymore to measure the depth of our stories.”

Published on January 18, 2022 at 6:00 by

Paul Kingsnorth

A few years ago i saw the Tegenlicht documentary De aarde draait door (The earth turns on). The subject of this documentary is Paul Kingsnorth, who currently lives in Ireland with his family on his self sufficient farm. A year ago he went through a conversion to Christianity, after learning from Buddhism, witchcraft and other corners through the past thirty or something years.

I was just walking to my chair when I was overcome entirely. Suddenly, I could see how everyone in the room was connected to everyone else, and I could see what was going on inside them and inside myself. I was overcome with a huge and inexplicable love, a great wave of empathy, for everyone and everything. It kept coming and coming until I had to stagger out of the room and sit down in the corridor outside. Everything was unchanged, and everything was new, and I knew what had happened and who had done it, and I knew that it was too late. I had just become a Christian.

Source

It reminds me of a talk i had with my nephew years and years ago, i was 13 or 14 years old. We talked about the bible. For him the bible was a true and moral high standing book. For me it was a history, not a moral story.

I was wrong of course!

I am not a Christian myself. But my old beliefs are falling apart. My old beliefs of left-wing feminist thoughts and scientific non-mythical words. I am not sure where i stand. But i don’t stand at the same place anymore.

I almost envy Kingsnorth in that he has finally found something worth fighting for in Christianity. I am interested in his whole life, but it is also quite a task to get to know each aspect of it. If i ever do.

There are still so many people around the world who i am interested in.

Published on December 21, 2021 at 6:00 by