Confused
Doubting
Insecure
Troubled
Sitting still
Screaming inside
Outward quiet
Trembling
Nervousness
Keeping my hands before my eyes
Keeping still, hunched up against a wall, trying to hide
Lost
Lost
Lost
I felt this knawing ache inside me the whole day. It is better now. It is something i gotta go through. I can not leave it behind. So please do not worry, i’m fine, in the end.