Last week, during one night, i woke up. It was around two, three maybe?
My head was filled with worry about why i had sold my house, now almost six years ago. It startled me. I thought i had left this far behind me. But no.
It is strange that now i work, i make a bit of money, i could easily live in my old house with the mortgage i was paying for it at the time.
There is of course nothing i can do about it. It is a time gone by. I live here and now. I’m still not sure what way my life will take. I do know waking up last week did something to me. Yes, i feel a bit sad. Yes, it is difficult right now.
I’m not letting it take me down. Sure, i can worry, i can feel sad, lost. But the next day i’m still good to go.