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Nothing much

A day of nothing much. I went out for a walk. I got myself an icecream, a hamburger, a vietnamese spring roll. I sat and watched. Talked with a few people. I read a sentence on a shop window which didn’t make any sense to me. I talked to the person inside the shop and hey, i was right! It was wrong. There are no tree letters.

I also popped in the Albert Heijn, got me raisins and two bottles of Westmalle Tripel.

It was sunny today. Not too warm, i think around 18ÂșC. Warmer in the sunshine.

A lovely day.

Published on April 17, 2018 at 6:00 by

Wednesday

When i woke up, set up my oatmeal porridge to cook for around twenty minutes, i watched the first episode of Onbehagen: de nieuwe wanorde, Discomfort, the new disorder. Bas Heijne looks into this feeling of discomfort and division.

After opening the Tuin op Hofbogen i went to the Vredestuin, the Peace Garden, to empty my bag with sawdust and cat’s pee. A man and his young child were sitting there. He said a friend of his worked in the old Shell building. When he visited him on Monday, he saw the garden for the first time out of the window. So today he went to see it up closer. his little girl gave me a seed of a avocado. Do you know what that is? He asked. The seed of a avocado i replied. You’re right he said.

Rombout came by. He came to the garden to get a soil driller, een grondboor. I assume that is the English name for it. It is not in my Dutch – English dictionary.

Back home i played a little World of Warcraft. I’m level 109 now, soon to be 110. I do enjoy playing the game. Very much on my own, but that is ok.

I saw on Facebook that Bram Ladage was selling potato chips for fifty cents between 13.00 and 16.00 hours today. I couldn’t resist it, shortly after 13.00 i went out and walked to the Markthal. They had made a waiting row before the Bram. I got a chips with fritessauce and peanutsauce. War.

On my way back i went into the second hand bookseller De Slegte. Philosophy, gardening, cooking, history, fantasy, science fiction. Just before the entrance i saw a couple of books written by the Dalai Lama. I bought the one called Meer Liefde, More Love. Not sure why. But i do feel love is extremely important. Anytime anywhere. I already read a few pages. I like the style of the book. A good one to read for me right now.

After that i walked home. On the Binnenrotte two young people approached me, asking if i would like to sing a few songs for the radio. FunX. I sang two songs: Lauw from Boef and another one. I forgot the name. It’ll be broadcasted next week. Not sure i will remember to listen. I enjoyed it though!

Added Thursday morning: after closing the garden yesterday evening, I walked past the Vredestuin. I saw Hilde working there, rooting out the grass in the grassfield surrounding the Vredestuin. I sat on the edge of the round square and we chatted a bit. She called herself weird, raar, for working in the garden this late and all by herself. I said it was remarkable. We all are remarkable.

Published on April 12, 2018 at 6:00 by

Thoughts

No i won’t share any. I’m simply thinking. About the hails falling early this afternoon. Sitting in the sunshine drinking tea in a break of the Pompenburg afternoon. Looking at the little white dog. And many more things.

That i forgot to get four packets of pea pods yesterday. I read the email too quick. Stupid. I only got one packet. Hmmm.

Thinking about me. My current state. I need to work! Work hard! Spring is starting. Filming. I am thinking about what i will make, what music i will use. I need to watch my old clips again. I need to learn Final Cut Pro. So i don’t think i’m too late.

I hope you will enjoy the upcoming Eastern weekend.

Salute!

Published on March 30, 2018 at 6:00 by

Rest

This time, just before the equinox, just after my cold, this time is my rest time. I’m getting my gear together, thinking about what i will do the next few months. Filming, photographing, drawing, watercolouring. Working in the garden.

This is the time to prepare. To get my mind straight. To feel my way forward.

This is the time to feel confident.

Salute!

Published on March 14, 2018 at 6:00 by

Waiting waiting

Earlier this week I threw coins for the I Ching. Following and Waiting. Signs I also got two three months ago. This is how it feels for me right now. I am getting better, still have the aftermath of the cold. A bit tired, yes.

I will be back next week. This week wasn’t my best.

For now, enjoy the weekend. Salute!

Published on March 9, 2018 at 6:00 by

Sick

I have a cold. A bit of a fever. I feel tired. I have a sore throat. It won’t last long. I’m pretty sure.

That is it for now. See you soon.

Published on March 5, 2018 at 6:00 by

A short talk

More than five weeks ago i sold my house. I have been spending some money since then. A new camera. A new iPad. A new computer. Today i bought one of the final things. Final Cut Pro. It is a bit dazzling to buy all these things. Especially after the frugal years i leave behind.

I know, i can only live in my house for two more years. But for now, i’m treating myself. Giving myself the good stuff to work with. Giving myself a chance to work more, better.

I will go back to making videos. I have been filming in the garden already. It still feels far away, but it is closer than it feels. I have been drawing on the iPad. Making photos. All these new things. Making walks again. Lovely.

I will move on. I will not give up. Not give in. Not for now. It does feel like a time all for myself. This time. A time to work in. To be happy in.

Published on March 2, 2018 at 6:00 by

All day

Home all day. Reading. Watching tv, the Olympics. Listening to music. Making my hair more blond. Going through all the photos i made yesterday. More than two hundred. I picked a hundred and ten decent enough for using.

Sometimes ideas pop up. But these days i do feel a bit more quiet. A bit more here. In Rotterdam. Observing yes, not that much a part of it. But i do enjoy it. Learning something new each day. Even if it is a small thing.

The next days i will start preparing for my birthday. Not a big celebration. I will bake two cakes for Sunday. There is also a fire at the garden Sunday evening. I will probably make some sauerkraut. I still have quite a lot from last November. Together with some apples, onions, several herbs, juniper berries. Yeah.

A quiet day. Trying to get myself quiet within me.

Shhh.

Published on February 22, 2018 at 6:00 by